Wednesday, December 31, 2003
"JUst because you don't see it, it doesn't mean it isn't there..." - Small Soldiers
Jenny explains it all ;12/31/2003 04:56:00 PM
HAppy New YEAR!!!Okay so hindi pa naman talaga kasi DEC. 31 pa lang no!Pero ewan ko ba kung bakit lahat ng peepz ay super eager to send us our New Year greetings...dahil daw sa traffic jam later sa text...SOZ!E di bukas na lng kaya sila mag-text di ba? Anyway, tomorrrow they and the whole world would have the whole day to send their greetings so no traffic, di ba?Besides, bukas naman talaga yung New Year no?!Pero hayaan ko na nga yun, at least they remebered me...WAHAHAHA!So what can you say about my webpage?HEhehe...girl na girl no?!Sorry about that kasi di ko pa maayos yung template ko so all i can do is play with the colors...sus okay na yan, cute naman e..pink and purple!SHOCKS!
Jenny explains it all ;12/31/2003 04:40:00 PM
Tuesday, December 30, 2003
Well, i still am not over yesterday's issues. That is my DLSU test and the death of Miko Sotto. Not that i am an avid fan or anything, it's just that only now that i have learned how he died. He was sitting on the railing outside ths condo or something when he accidentally lose balance and fell to his death. It was a FREAK accident, meaning nobody wanted this to happen and nobody knew that this would happen. I am still freaking out whenever i think about the accident. Maybe that is the reason why they call this accidents FREAK, it is abnormal and freaks everybody around. What a way to spend the New Yea for his family. I hate it....you know what i jst remebered...actually i remembered it that same day and i told it to Char on the phone. The night before that accident happened, i was praying of the usual thing (that i pass the test in DLSU) then i thought that i have been asking for too many blessings for myself and so i prayed that for just one night that nobody would die...religious ko no?But that's how i pray at night, like talking to a friend...but why so on the very night that i asked for such thing that...oh well...that's life i guess....
Jenny explains it all ;12/30/2003 07:47:00 PM
Monday, December 29, 2003
OH MY GOSH!I PASSED!I PASSED the DLSUET!O san ka pa? Sabi na nga ba may hidden IQ powers pa ako e!Todo na!Thisi is the best gift that I'll ever receive this year!Imagine i passed?!Well, maybe to some it was justa piece of cake but not for me....grabe i was't able to study for that test...AS IN WALA!Akala ko talaga magu-UST na lng ako kasi nga i was not prepared for that and puro "intellegent" guess lng ang pinaggagawa ko...tapos ACCOUNTING pa ang napasahan ko - first choice!Nagsisisi pa naman ako kasi napaka ambitious nung course na inilagay ko dun!HAHAHHAHA!Of course intercourse...I"M THE MAN - or the woman!NAtutuwa ako...pero of course (intercourse) this is yet the beginning...gosh entrance test pa lang yan and the worst is yet to come. But oh well,
"When the going gets tough, JENNY gets going!"
O san ka pa? Wahaha..pero in fairness talaga nahirapan talaga me dun sa test...SHOCKS...imagine nagka-PNEUMONIA ako after nun?!Okay fine, wlang connection yung pneumonia sa test...dahil yung sa aircon...wahahaha...pero kahit na...what matters most is that I PASSED! GRABE NA YEO wait for me there!!!! ANg saya-saya no?!PEro the amusing part here is that we can't go back to the site where GEn found the entrance test results. Parang magic..nawala na lng lahat!Di na namin mahanap nung umaga kasi kagabi ng hatinggabi pa niya binuksan. Okay i will relate to you na lang my faithful experience...kasi ganito yan...umagang-umaga tumawag sa ain si Char tapos sumisigaw sya ng grabe nakapasa tayo!Ako naman tanong ng ows pati ako?Sure ka? TApos sabi..hindi ba nag-text sayo c gen?My god hindi sya nagtetext sa akin!Okay...i remebered sarado nga pala cel ko!Pagbukas ko andun nakabulantang na yung texts nya!HAHAHHAHA!Grabe ang saya tlga ng mga pangyayari.
Pero with that good news comes a bad news...Mico Sotto my love has passed away last night over some unknown freak accident. Basta daw nahulog sa building something like that. Ay naku, nakakainis...nawalan na ng 1 cute sa mundo...
Jenny explains it all ;12/29/2003 03:55:00 PM
Friday, December 26, 2003
I think I have found a new hobby for myself, and I think it is rather odd to find a girl my age doing that kind of thing but I don’t care much. Besides, I think it would just earn some money for me, though I am not sure that in the end I would be willing to sell them. No, it’s not the usual buy and sell of things for me like I used to do back in the third grade, now I am fancying over COMICS! Yup as in the full-length animation with drawings and stuff. Well, at first I think it was kind of cool if I would be submitting myself to collecting but then I thought, why not collect comic books? Then yesterday we went to Megamall and I tumbled over this comics shop and I found SPAWN...the one we tried to buy when we were as young as 9 or 10. Well it was really kinda grotesque and after buying two issues we stopped collecting them. But get this, we tumbled over the first 2 issues, making them probably the most expensive there. But oh well, since I’ve missed those comic books and that’s the only comic book I like, I tried to inquire for the price. Guess how much each costs? Php150.00! Sounds harsh so I went to the nearby magazine shop and found a large collection of comic books....as in LARGE! There were more than 500 or so comics in there and all you have to do is dive in, but mind you, it was no easy task going through each and every one of the comic books there to find the one that you need. Actually I didn’t really know what I wanted there but when I was just casually going through it, I found one issue of HELLSPAWN and it only costs Php 75.00! Saya talaga! So it took me like more than half an hour and found 3 more issues costing me only 300.00 for all with an additional 2nd issue of SPIDERMAN:LEGEND OF THE SPIDER-CLAN! BEAT THAT! So now I am just browsing through the net and found that each of the HELLSPAWN issue that I have right now costs for $5.00 or $6.00- more than Php250.00 each! I am really going to make money ain’t I?! What more is that the SPIDERMAN issue that I have costs for $3.00 – Php 150.00 for something that I got for free!
Jenny explains it all ;12/26/2003 04:28:00 PM
Wednesday, December 24, 2003
Christmas time is here...finally...I thought it would never come. But no matter how many times I tell myself that somehow this is going to be fun, I can’t take the DLSUET from my head and it just breaks all the sanity left in me. I really can’t blame myself for being like this, but it could have been a smaller deal if it wasn’t for the pressures that though they may seem invisible, I know that they are somewhere like in the back of my head. Worst, I know that it is here on my own house. Just yesterday, I read “Jessica the Genius”, one of the Sweet Valley High books and I can’t help feeling the same way that Elizabeth was feeling. Not that I was somehow a genius of some sort, but I think the pressure is just as killing. Besides, we are both trapped in almost the same episode in our lives, but mine is much more complicated – ‘coz its ruining my HOLIDAYS!!!
Oh well, its too bad that I am wasting the web with all my teenage anxieties, but the point is, I am a teenager and for once, I need a break before I burst in to the world like fireworks, but I can’t seem to get myself settled and I don’t know if there is any cure to this. Lately, I can’t put myself to sleep without being haunted by nightmares and when I am awake, I can’t seem to enjoy relaxing and just laying around watching T.V. like I always used to do. I’ve been confiding my frustrations to books – as in hitting the books (pocketbooks) big time like I never do. Would you believe that I have read at least 3 books a day for the past 5 days? Not that it is bad – but I think I’m beginning to lose my social life and forgetting the whole FRIENDSTER thing to ashes. What is happening to me?
Jenny explains it all ;12/24/2003 11:20:00 PM
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
Monsters
There is one in every one of us
No matter how beautiful or nice
There is one lurking
Waiting to be released
Waiting to be provoked
Preying on jealousy and envy
Laughing on every crime
Taunting and mocking
Inside, but hides deep within
Comes out in the open during the unexpected
Jenny explains it all ;12/23/2003 10:33:00 PM
Uninvited
Silence, everything’s too quiet
Laughter outside the room and yet
The walls eating you in and out
Loneliness left you lifeless, no one can shout
The clock strikes twelve
But you are still a kid and in life you were shelved
But life is too harsh
Nothing is simple, so what’s the rush?
A tear drops, no one’s there to catch
On the pavement you stand, no one’s there to watch
Night has dawn upon you
Tomorrow has left you with no clue
Jenny explains it all ;12/23/2003 10:31:00 PM
Walking on Eggshells
A simple way, a simple plan
Makes looking at life so easy, so plain
But decisions are for real
And every step counts
If you are not careful enough
You might be walking on eggshells
A complicated question, a complicated solution
Made me just insane finding a way out
But escaping from it all won’t help
Running just makes them chase you
And if the going gets really tough
You might as well be walking on eggshells
Jenny explains it all ;12/23/2003 10:29:00 PM
DREAMS
Hay naku! They were hogging the computer the whole day and now they almost didn't let me use this, todo naman ha!Well anyway...what about today?Well let me tell you about my dream kahapon which was kinda interesting...putting all my anxieties in it. It was set in our classroom then i saw Kathrine studying *as in studying real eagerly* fro SCience but not really Physics kasi she was studyng terms so parang BIo or GEn SCi..tapos i asked her daw where my book was kasi she borrowed pero we cannot find it parang ganun...instead of being mad at her, i hugged her na may kasamang sorry (siguro dahil sa book na niregalo nya na nabili ko two days before) tapos pag tingin ko dun sa seats ng mga berks ko...e wla sialng lahat...nakikipagrambulan daw sa mga JOSHUA boys sa may SCIENCE LAB *weird* tapos ako rin gus2 ko rin naman makipag rambulan tapos ewan ko...basta natapos lhat nung tini-tease namin c DEAn *specifically* ng "YIHEE DEAn" tapos biglang nanahimik lhat tapos ako na lang yung natirang sumisigaw nun ng super lakas.....WEIRD to the MAX!
Jenny explains it all ;12/23/2003 10:24:00 PM
Sunday, December 21, 2003
My Broken Pieces
When the sun breaks down and left me in the dark
When the moon mounts up but can’t even see me in my gloom
Even my wounds didn’t left me a gracious mark
My tears would fall and only the pain it brought would loom
My face would be covered with shame and thrown in holy sinister
I may try to collect my broken pieces but there’s nothing for me to gather
What is there for a menacing romantic?
What is there for an uncanny passion?
When it’s not enough for the human lunatic
When I cry, there is nothing but deep depression.
Even the thunder would dare growl angry at my blunder
Heaven would shun me and leave me no compassion
The laugh left in me is nothing but unfair surrender
For no option is left available for my useless perception
Of the turmoil of commodity and folly of existence
Sure, there is something more to life than mere resistance
****my most poetic ever!
Jenny explains it all ;12/21/2003 01:15:00 PM
School’s out...for the holidays...and how I wish it would be for – ever! Can’t believe that we have finally come to the remaining three months of our stay in that rotten school, and no matter how many times say that deep inside I know that I would truly miss that damn school. I’ve been studying there for more than half my life...since I was five...and even before that I have been playing in its grounds when since three ‘coz my sister also studies there. I grew up there and almost everything that I am now, I owe to that damn school. Hard to admit it but it has been what I called home for such time now, well, aside from my real home with my parents, that is. Now I’m graduating for the third time in that school and I’ll surely miss everything about it. The once boiling hot classrooms but now furnished with aircons only recenlty, the canteen and the foods in it (some pretty tasty), the MANANGS, the never-ending rows of santan, the "butas store" and of course my friends!
Can't help reminiscing my fun days in that school and everything that i have learned and did not learn. The games we used to play in the cottage after school hours during my grade school days, the number of 6 or more leaved santans and TEXTs (as in playing card text- something like that) that i have collected, the number of foods we have prepared in the H.E. room, the number of fishballs and ice cream cones i have eaten outside the school, the number of desks with my name written all over it, the number of blackboards i have written on, the number of pencils and pens i left and lost, the number of boys i have crushed on (yihee!) and the number of friends i have made in that school...and there are a lot more that can fill my whole blogspot!
But in short, i will miss all these....
Jenny explains it all ;12/21/2003 12:51:00 PM
The Nuisance
My heart won’t stop bleeding
I tried to wipe all these depressions
But I can’t let go of the feelings
When you tried to conquer me
These tears won’t take the pain
The pain you set in me
The pain that I cannot erase myself
Chorus:
I tried to laugh away all my misery
I thought that heaven would save me from hell you built
I thought I was in your ordeal
When looking back I was in every inch bliss
I waited long enough
There are too many things to talk about
I cannot let another to hurt me this much
But I must not let go of this life I held on too tight
My heart won’t disagree
I feel so torn apart
I bled but I never felt so numb before
Chorus:
I tried to look away from your paradise
I tried to break away from all your denials
I thought it was freedom for my lost soul
But I can still feel your soul lingers beside me
Refrain:
The sun never showed its face again
I’m crying and all these tears drop in the pavement
These tears are wasted, and I can’t feel no more
My heart bleeds for you, but you left nothing for me
****another one of my songs..try singing it in the tune of "My Immortal"!
Jenny explains it all ;12/21/2003 12:49:00 PM
Love Sick Puppy
I thought this was love
An endless love
The one that I will cherish for all of time
‘Coz this was my first love
I don’t think I’ve said enough
I just wanna say that
I feel stupid for loving someone
That I know won’t love me back
For falling for that someone
That doesn’t even know that I really exist
I just made the stupid mistake
Of falling in love with you
I never thought that this would happen
With all the things we’ve been through
Jenny explains it all ;12/21/2003 12:46:00 PM
Love Sick Puppy
I thought this was love
An endless love
The one that I will cherish for all of time
‘Coz this was my first love
I don’t think I’ve said enough
I just wanna say that
I feel stupid for loving someone
That I know won’t love me back
For falling for that someone
That doesn’t even know that I really exist
I just made the stupid mistake
Of falling in love with you
I never thought that this would happen
With all the things we’ve been through
******this is supposed to be a song but it's not finished yet...i'm just sharing it to you..hope somebody will like this...But if there's none...well then...it's still OK!
Jenny explains it all ;12/21/2003 12:46:00 PM
Tuesday, December 02, 2003
Hay naku, pano ko naman kaya ie-edit to no?!Kya as of the moment, medyo pagpasensyahan ang aking template...medyo hindi pa sya attractive nor interesting. Anyway, kakauwi ko lng...we went shopping for project supplies..guess where...sa UNIWIDE!Wla ngang nabili bukod sa pieces of clothes na worth 20 pesos at 50 pesos na ilang inches lang naman ang gagamitin namin no!
Jenny explains it all ;12/02/2003 11:43:00 AM
Monday, December 01, 2003
My gosh there are lots of things to do yet and my friendster is KABOOM...as if i needed another headache!I don't exactly know how i'll be of help to the worldwide web but if ever you come across my site when you are surfing the net...you might as well add me to your friendster!
Jenny explains it all ;12/01/2003 07:44:00 PM
