Wednesday, January 14, 2004
ACET are finally out and i'm not a bit excited!WHy?Of course, silly!I didn't take the test coz i am not a bit interested!Well, it's too far from where we live and i don't think i could make it there....i'm okay with DLSU!ANyway, that's my dream school. So do you wanna know the latest? Well, the MAGNANAKAW attacked again and we so hated HIM! Just last Friday, he stole Angelica's ATM credit card nd withdraw from it al 6,000 pesos of Gen's savings! THe nerve...aside from withdrawing in front of our school which is in PETRON TREATs...he also knew GEn's pin no.! It was supposed to be easy to find him...and the whole class have the same suspicions...ALDRIC! Though most canot belive it themselves, we have all the right clues that points him out. He must be the KLEPTOMANIAC of our class!We are not sure yet, but see these clues: the man from Treats points him out from a picture of the class as the "suki" of treats, he has new things and is planning to buy a guitar...to think that he is deep in debt of more than 8,000 from his friends and family, he LOOKS GUILTY...and he said he withdrew from TREATS last FRIDAY using his sister's card!Whew!You can breathe now! But the case is not over yet and until nobody is proven guilty, i cannot just accuse anybody at the moment. BUt he is proven to be the CULPRIT...i'm gonna make him pay for my stolen cellphone!GRabe!I hate him!How could he do this to us?! To think that we have trusted him of all people..that is why he is our CLASS PRESIDENT!
Jenny explains it all ;1/14/2004 07:34:00 PM
Sunday, January 11, 2004
Right now? Nothing much...we just watched Lord of the Rings: Return of the King yesterday and it was good. But i think TWO TOWERS is still the best among the three. I guess that's because of the war scene in Helm's Deep and all sort of wars there. It was much thrilling. BUt anyhow, LOTR still ROCKS! I love it! ESPECIALLY ARAGORN! GRabe he's so gwapo!
Jenny explains it all ;1/11/2004 06:35:00 PM
Friday, January 09, 2004
What a day this was. Normally, I would be saying this if something GREAT happened to add top my “kakiligan list”, but today my love life has nothing to do with my state of condition right now. Friday, so as usaul CAT training. Nothing bad nor good for us, good thing I memorized last night the pledges and rules so they thought that I have a great memory remembering all that when all the while I prepared myself the other night. Haha!Good for and of me!
Gosh!Totally!This is the best...okay...may I change the intro of my entry? Just now, as in like right now, somebody peered from the window of our terrace...it was Eros and guess who’s with him? JEFFREY! Shocks! Can’t help but scream...but of course I can’t everybody’s here, well at least my sister! Still, he was also there standing looking all GWAPO! Okay that’s enough...the truth is he didn’t do anything but stand there. Hate him...probably he hates me too. Don’t care.
Anyway, after CAT we went to Mcdo and all our old teachers were there too. It was fun ‘coz it was like a reunion of some sort. The HS and Elem. Teachers where there together as if they were old time friends....well actually they are. But still, it was a nice sight...except for the CAT...as in KATHRINE! She probably didn’t know that we will be there and so she agreed to meet up with her favorite TEACHER – MRS. ESGUERRA! There’s nothing wrong with her being close with any teacher, it doesn’t bother me at all ‘coz I’ll be given the chance then maybe I’ll be doing the same. But what bothers me is that she sticks up with Mrs. Esguerra when back at Jame she sticks up all the same with the rival of Mrs. Esguerra. Isn’t she just a two-faced person? If I know she’ll be talking trash to this old teachers about our new teachers back there at school when all the while she is also a favorite of the new teachers. She was given consideration in everything back at school when it comes to homeworks, projects...everything, then behind their back she’s talking trash about them? She’s a meanie and knows how to round the mind or the innocent ones. Well those new teachers are also too foolish to fall for Kathrine’s traps, so what do we have left to do? Nothing, but study hard while she’s sitting back and relaxing and we all get the same grades.
Jenny explains it all ;1/09/2004 06:33:00 PM
Thursday, January 08, 2004
Am I not a writer? I always thought I have the gift of pen and paper, but then maybe that is not enough. Or maybe I don’t have enough knowledge in putting into words the imaginary world that has always flourished in my head ever since I was of tender age. Or maybe there are just some people who are always putting me down...maybe they are like obstacles that tests my strenght and perseverance to do what I know I can do. But for as long as I put my mind, heart and soul in to anything that I want to do, I know I can do it – for real. Maybe it is just not my time right now, tomorrow maybe, or the next day after that, or the day after that. But I will keep trying ‘til the end for I know that I can do it.
Ever since, I never get the grade I knew I deserve in theme writing....and now for my passion...writing a short story. I thought that I will be able to pull it off big time, but then I think I failed, but there’s still another chance. I’ll show them and prove to them all that I am a good writer. Maybe...okay actually I really don’t know what is happening to me whenever we are asked to write something – something for school. I get that writer’s block that keeps me from doing what I know I can do best. I hate it, truly! But before I really get a breakdown over all my frustrations in life, I would like to remind myself that I am still young and that there is still the whole world ahead of me. As I said, don’t listen to what others say nor what they think, just do what you know is right and you know that you can do it then you are in the right path, girl!
Jenny, don’t feel bad about yourself, you’re a great girl. Don’t mind what grades are marked on your paper, they are just writings, they cannot judge everything about you. They amy not think that you are that smart or any worth of praise, but who knows you are just a late bloomer. Maybe it is just not your time yet, sooner or later, every person in the world will know your name because of the great accomplishment that you have done and everybody would be proud of you. You would be the heroine of the world. You are a princess in your own right. You are the best there is and no one can stop you from being the most successful. But of course, you would still stay as sweet and as humble as you are right now. Don’t be so sad, tomorrow will be another day and tomorrow there is the whole world that you will amaze. Every person that you have known will be bragging saying, “I was friends with Jennifer once, she knows my name!”
Jenny explains it all ;1/08/2004 06:32:00 PM
Tuesday, January 06, 2004
The Merry-Go-Round Life
I maybe assuming, but there’s no way to stop this
I’ve been all over but I’ve never really been there
I try to collect myself but I can’t really dig in to that tune
I was all over there but I have never been here
Should I just walk away and pretend that nothing happened
Or should I think it over and get it done with
I may not be the smartest but I can tell right from wrong
I may have never been here and there but I can
Then I thought it over, and well, I really can’t forget it
I don’t know what you just said but I know there’s something in it
If I could just pretend it’s nothing then things should be going well
But you’re here and there and so am I
This round-round social system is what I can’t get out of
Everything is so inside out but nothing’s really authentic
I’m trying to get to the solution of all these pollution
But nothing’s really typical when you’re living this life
This social system is like my merry-go-round
Goes round and round and I can’t get out of my horse
These horses which controls our lives, saying this is fun
Bu when you’re ridin’ it, makes you sick, you just wanna throw out
Jenny explains it all ;1/06/2004 08:51:00 PM
"There is no other real dialogue than the dialogue that you hold with yourself."
Miguel de Unamano does have a point and i truly belive this quotation from his composition. I mean, it is only within ourselves that we really speak - truthfully. Some may not realize it, but we always speak to ourselves - during our silence (that is also why silence is important) - and only then do we know our real selves. Okay...it may sound so much like my answer to our homework for tomorrow...but i really liked that quotation!
Anyway, i could say that this diary is so much a solitude...only it is published on the WORLD WIDE WEB!IF that isn't enough...some of my classmates already knew about this page and they'll be learning so much about me....which i don't think is good. I don't know why..but i guess i wanted some things to be private...
Jenny explains it all ;1/06/2004 08:23:00 PM
Monday, January 05, 2004
Gosh, today was our first day for the year 2004 and aren't the teacher ever so eager? They wouldn't even let us rest for one day. Here i am now facing the computer making my first "paper" ever this year. Enough of that, but i have been thinking about the teachers and i don't think they know anything about the DLSU results..or do they even care? But maybe once they knew that a lot of their students passed...they would act so proud of themselves thinking that they were the ones that fed us the answers to our entrance tests. Maybe true...that is aminly the job of teachers...but in our school? All they did was to let the students learn the lessons themselves and blame them for the low scores that they get in the tests. Some just memorize the texts in the book and pretend that they knew what they are teaching when all the while the students know a lot more than they do. They even hate it when we correct them thinking that we are playing goody-two-shoes ourselves!
HAay...is this what they call life in school?Well i guess that is it...Ahhh...bite me!:)
Jenny explains it all ;1/05/2004 07:17:00 PM
Sunday, January 04, 2004
Sunday na...pasukan na naman tomorrow!Haay..nakakainis..ito nga home alone na naman ako ngayon kasi sila ng Festi yata e may PHYSICS test pa kami for tomorrow kaya i am left with no choice...grabe naman nakalimutan ko na yung mga napag-aralan ko no!Pero ewan ko ba kung bakit super lungkot ko today. Siguro nadagdag na rin yung kasi nga nanonood na naman ako ng mga "showbiz" talk shows and of course still about Mico...i can't help but be sad hearing about his death...pero meron pa e, di lang about dun.Di ko alam kung ano...pero siguro i need to get out more...soon...more like right NOW. Parang this past few days...i was not able to get in closer touch with nature...hehehe...as in nature ha. Parang ang lungkot ng buhay di ko naman alam kung bakit ako dapat malungkot. Dapat nga masaya ako kasi nga nakapasa na ako sa DLSU na ilang months ko din pinagdasal!Siguro kasi marami na ring pressures na nagbi-build up...syempre meron pang kasunod na maraming sufferings. Di ko nga sure kung mate-take ng powers ko ang college...what more pa ang ACCOUNTING. Baka di ko mapasa yung qualifying tests na kinukuha every after first year sa accounting. Shocks! Sayang ang isang taon if ever. Kasi naman di ko rin masyado binalak yan no!Medyo kinapos lang ako ng time para pagisipan kung anong course ang kukunin sa DLSU kaya nasulat ko na rin yung BSA..and besides...they all wanted me to. Do i have any choice? Ano ba yan...start pa lang ng year ganito na ako....sana naman sumaya-saya naman ako kahit konti...what if lumabas kaya ako this afternoon?...Ay wag na lang..SOS!Ano naman gagawin ko dito! AYOKO NA!:)LOve this life! *sigh*
Jenny explains it all ;1/04/2004 05:12:00 PM
Saturday, January 03, 2004
So its Saturday once more...not that is any different to other Saturdays...well this one is most sorrowful(?).Kasi naman no...back to school na naman sa Monday no!I hate it talga...tapos may post-holiday gift pa...PHYSICS test agad ang pabungad!Kundi rin naman sila masyadong EAGER di ba?Pero may mga butterflies na namang namumungad sa aking MAC kasi naman meron pang UP test results no!Haay kung alam ko lang na makakapasa naman ako sa DLSU e di sana di na rin ako nag-test sa UP...but the truth is...mas madali lang yung test dun...pero hello!THE QUOTA!Wala di ko take yun!Di sya kaya ng powers kaya nga ba hay ewan...sana naman!Please GOD..sana mag-work uli yung miracle nya!
Jenny explains it all ;1/03/2004 10:16:00 PM
Friday, January 02, 2004
Another year has pass me by...and sadly, my love life is still unchanging!Ay naku no!I don't need a love life....i mean i don't want to be a victim!Sos, anyway, masaya ang family reunion...OF COURSE INTERCOURSE i was there kasi!Tawa naman...pero hindi masaya talaga basta kumpleto ang mga pinsan..old and young alike. Sa totoo lang mas awaited pa itong New Year kesa sa Christmas kasi wala namang nagyayaring EVENT pag Christmas pero NEw YEar talaga ang the best...yun nga lang...pag tapos na Jan. 1 it means pasukan na naman for most of us!HAy naku back to school on Monday!Pero yun nga masaya talaga dun sa bahay ng Tita ko sa MAlabon...puro ghosts nga lang DAW dun pero sa tagal-tagal na naming pumupunta dun e wla pa naman akong nakakasalubong.Nakakatuwa nga kasi pare-pareho kaming mahihilig mag-trip...siguro nasa GENES na ng pamilyang ito na mang-trip!Walang pinapatawad kahit si LOLA tini-trip!PEro isa pa yun sa cool kasi wlang pikon...pati mga MOmmies o yung mga TITA nakiki-feeling dalaga pa!O di ba?! San ka pa!At walang corny times...though meron sa part naming mga nsa middle age nung mga bandang hapon....nakahanap rin kami ng pagti-tripan...yung SOUNDS....grabe OPM!Wahahaha...cheap na kung cheap but we enjoyed every inch of it...di ko n lang bubulgar kung ano ang ginawa at pinakinggan namin!Tapos nung gabi na yung the best...kasi ang tini-trip naman namin yung mga taong dumadaan sa bahay nila. Dun sa window sa taas kami naka-position tapos kapag may dumadaan kung ano-ano ang isinisigaw namin dun sa mga tao dun...tapos minsan pa may nagdaang BADING tapos sabi namin "Crush ka nito!" sabay turo kay HErson....WAHAHA....talagang tumigil pa yung bading...shocks...takot kami kala namin nagalit or something!Hahahaha!Ang saya talaga namin!NGayon nga nagpa-plan uli kami ng outing sa summer (uy malapit na yun no!) hopefully swimming uli!Sana lang wag na kami gambalain ng mga FROGS tulad last year! :)
Jenny explains it all ;1/02/2004 10:15:00 PM
