The Alter Ego

Saturday, February 28, 2004

So what happened sa Prom last night?It was okay....actually much better than i excpected!Buti nga binigyan ako ng partner ko ng flowers di tulad nung iba kong classmates di man lang binigyan ng partners nila!Astig di ba?!At oo nga pala..yung CLASS HISTORY!O di ba?!Ang galing masayang-masaya sila!Ang kulit..kala ko pa naman mapapatulog ko yung mga tao..di naman pala!Ang galing!Kaya lang kaasar e..nung mga last part na nung speech ko e sinabay na yung Powerpoint Presentation!Hay naku...anyway..di satisfying kasi ang hirap hanapin ni CRUSH pero in fairness wla siyang kinareer kagabi!If i know ako kc gus2 nya lapitan..duh!JOKE!Malay mo..wahahaha!Ang hirap nga kasi hanapin kasi ang pangit ng pwesto ko pero okay na rin kasi worth it naman!

Jenny explains it all ;2/28/2004 03:54:00 PM

Friday, February 27, 2004

Wala lng..i just remembered na ang tagal ko na rin plang di gumagawa ng poems...parang nabobobo na tuloy ako.Pero hindi yan ang dilemma ko ngayon. Actually PROM n namin mamaya pero hindi ko sya feel.Grabe!Ayoko na!Ang daming problema...ang pangit nung Class History speech ko, pangit nung PowerPoint Presen ko at bka wla pang computer, at pangit gown ko, pti n rin ung accessories at shoes ko!Ay naku lhat n pangit...di ko na take...PATI NGA PALA VENUE...sa HERITAGE!Grabe!Sana lng malagpasan ko itong last PROM namin ng alive...feel ko lng tlga magiging CORNY ako...syempre as always naman e!Hay buhay parang life!Ewan..nababaliw na yata ako!YOKO NA!

Jenny explains it all ;2/27/2004 11:23:00 AM

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

Daming nangyari...sobra!Saturday nga ang last entry ko pero di pa dun nagtatapos kwen2 ng buhay ko!Grabe...wla lng kinausap lng naman ako ni CRUSH!Sobra!Pati kahapon e..hay naku naman!In fairness nanalo kmi knina sa FIELD DEMO...aba dapat lang!To think ha na kmi na nga yung sa Cotillon at SPeech Choir at we barely have enough time in our hands pero PANALO pa rin kmi!?Galing e!

Jenny explains it all ;2/24/2004 09:30:00 PM

Saturday, February 21, 2004

Wala lng...ito hindi ko alam kung ano ang uunahin kung gawin...sana naman ma-exempt kmi sa karamihan ng aming mga contests!Pagod na ako tlaga to the max at hindi ko pa rin magawa-gawa yung class history namin dahil medyo hindi rin sila cooperative no?Pag tinatanung ko sila ng mga masasayang experiences..sasabihin nila "marami e"..hay naku alam kong marami e ano nga?Tapos wla naman silang mai-specify!GOSH TLGA!Pero promise natutuwa tlga ako dyan sa Speech Choir na yan...buti n lng pala di ako nag-quit..kundi abut-abot na pagsisisi ang mangyayari sa akin...wahahahaha!In fairness, dahil sa Speech Choir na yan nakapag-bonding ako sa ibang 4th year..e di dami ng fwends d b?Un lng naman isa sa mga habol ko dati e..wahehehe..SAYA-SAYA tlga...at..wahehehe...may KINATUTUWAAN akong isang person. YIheee!!!Di..pinagiisipan ko pa...la lng!Actually, kung di naman nangyari yang SC na yan di ko maiicp yun..ano nga ba yun?WAHAHAHAHA!Kc unexpected yun e..pero mabait kc at super maparaan...grabe...STREET SMART..ibang klase mag-isip..kala mo lng wlang pakialam..biglang mamaya na lng e iisa-isahin kayo para sa mga reminders..at take note..nagpapatahimik sya..hindi sya yung nagiingay!At aztig sya!Grabe..at may kapatid syang mas bata kya natural syang mabait..o san ka pa??!!!Hehehe..masaya!Kahit pinagtatatadyakan pa nila ako ok lng..hehehe!Worth it?Oo naman!

Jenny explains it all ;2/21/2004 08:08:00 AM

Friday, February 20, 2004

Oh my GOSH!Would you believe na 2nd place kami sa SPEECH CHOIR knina sa BAPPSA na ginanap sa St. Paul?!Oo..grabe nga ang saya e!Talagang sapakan na kung sapakan!Wala ng bait-bait..grabe lahat pasa o..ako nga na-black-out ako e...kala ko nga simpleng sampal lng yun..yun pala nahampas na ako ng rifle e!Galing no?!Pero actually medyo panget yung performance namin knina kc di kami magkasabay-sabay!Todong hintayan ang nangyari..ewan ko ba kung ano nangyari sa amin..cguro sa sobrang kaba!In fairness, todo acting ako! Buti na lang din wla roon c CRUSH dahil if ever nandun sya..baka hindi na ako makapag- EMOTE! Todo bugbugan ang ginawa ko sa mga yun..hehe..as if no?! Actually ako yung nabugbog..super dami ng pasa ko pero okay lng kc worth it lahat..imagine 2nd?!Syempre 1st na ST Paul kc advantage ng resident school at alam na nila lahat ng pasikut-sikot ng Speech Choir..pero in fairness masaya tlaga this experience!Di ako magsisisi!Sobrang saya naman!Sana lng tlga ma-credit din yung mga paghihirap namin dyan!

Pero sana rin nalalaman ko n yung sa UPCAt di ba? Sana tlga napasa ko yun...I pray to GOD!Ewan ko ba...kinakabahan ako...cna Gen at Kat nakapasa n nga raw cla...BroadComm....ako kc Nursing e!Hay naku!God please help me naman dyan! :)

Jenny explains it all ;2/20/2004 08:40:00 PM

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

Kapagod naman..sana vocalist n nga lng ako sa Field Demo para relax lng sa isang tabi!Hay naku, corny naman yung mga practices, corny pa ng partner ko! E di kung c CRUSH yun talgang kakapit ako sa kanya..di ko na bibitawan!Ano ba yan!Ang landutay ko n nmn! Tama na nga yun!

Anyway, ang highlight of the day is about the open forum ng barkada na walang pinuntahan kasi di namin natapos kasi biglang may dumating na teacher. Hay naku, i fear that this is going to be the "lamat" of the barkada. Maybe not for long, matuluyan na...grabe na yung gap..khit ako di ko lubos maisip kung panong pagma-MIGHTY BOND ng friendship namin ang gagawin namin!Kasi ang mali rin..matataas mga PRIDE namin..wlang mapagkumbaba...kasi iniisip ng bawat isa na hindi sya ang may kasalanan kaya bakit siya ang maga-APOLOGIZE..prang ganun!

Ewan..basta hindi naman kc namin point yung kung may nangyari ba sa kanaya o wala..point namin e dahil sa nakit na namin..gus2 lng namin malaman kung ano yun...kahit ano pa yan...tanggap n namin yun...besides buhay nya yun...sya na bahalang gawin gus2 nya..ano pat naging DEMOCRATIC country di ba?...gus2 lng namin malaman nya ang mga consequences ng acts nya at sya na ang bahalang tanggapin yun...role lng namin d2 e paalalahanan sya at ipakita na we're here for her come what may...yun naman tlga ang MEANING ng FRIENDSHIP e, di ba? Hay naku..ewan ko lng tlaga kung cno ang tunay na may makitid n utak...grabe ha!Lumalabas ksi kami pa itong pakialamera!Kmi na nga yung concern..kmi pa yung kinagalitan!Anong klaseng kaibigan sya?TApos tatanungin nya kung bkit kmi lumayo?Di naman yata kami ang lumayo a?!Hindi ba't sya rin..after nung unang FORUM? Well, kung ina-assume nya na hindi namin sya papancnin from the way that she have known us..nagkamali sya at hindi nya nga kmi kilala! Tapos kanina nung tinatawag na namin sya para sa FORUM..sya pa yung nag-iinarte at nag-make faces! Duh! Kapal ng Face!Ewan..nakakasira ng DAY!

Jenny explains it all ;2/18/2004 09:35:00 PM

Sunday, February 15, 2004

La lng...as in nothing happened for today, nor yesterday!Ang shangit ng life ko no?Im getting tired na of living in dreams!As in laging nananaginip..as in laging tulog?Ano ba yan ang dami kong "as in"!

So ano na sa life ko?Wala nga e kasi ni hindi ako tumapak sa labas ng bahay namin ngayon!Ang galing ko no?!And because of that i wasn't able to see my crush today!Hindi c CRUSH pero yung isa..c INFATUATION...ang galing ng codenames!But don't get me wrong..c INFATUATION is mine alone..as in ako lang ang nakakaalam na sya yung crush kong tunay...in other words...c CRUSH panakipbutas lng yan para may something to look forward lang ako sa school..but other than that wala na talga!You got the clue?Oo, ang tunay kong love e yung taong nakatira malapit sa amin pero mas malapit sa knila!Ang saya no?Hay naku, grade 6 p lng crush ko n yun and at the end of the month, it's going to be the 4th year aniv since i met him!Ang corny ko talaga!EVER!Pero basta long story yun at lahat na ng journals ko e saulo na yung pagtatagpo na yun. A basta, yun na yun!

Right now, wla lang..at least bukas e practice lng kmi..sana naman may masaya as in NAKAKATAWAng pangyayari..so that we'll have a colorful life!

Basta ako ngyon..i really feel so..HIGH SCHOOL!KAsi naman lahat na ng experiences na napapanood ko on TV is happening right here on my face!Khit parang immature kmi..alam namin ang life...and others, well, they know life more than I know. Haay, nakakabaliw mang isipin, ill be facing that freak show once again..tomorrow..how fast. But I'll miss that freak show (which they call HIGH SCHOO LIFE) after graduation..guess i'll always will!

Jenny explains it all ;2/15/2004 08:59:00 PM

Saturday, February 14, 2004

Happy Valentines Day sa mga kasamahang SSB..cge..wag na nating isama yung TD baka magkatotoo pa...naku!Anyway, this V-day turned out to be the same V-day ever..in SHORT..LOVELESS!Pero okay lang...i had a fun today with all the activites.

Umpisa muna, syempre woke up early kasi usapan e 8am sa school but we opted that we meet each other (as in yung barkada) beforehand sa Mcdo tapos medyo nagpal8 pa kami kc we thought talaga na wala ng pupunta sa school..sabaypagpasok namin ng gym...NANDUN SILANG LAHAT...as in BUONG FOURTH YEAR!Grabe, kakahiya, to think na kami pa yung medyo dapat MODEL STUDENT di ba? And then, wala pa kaming pahinga e nagstart na yung practice.Dapat nga voclaist kmi e biglang nagbago icp nina Gen gus2 na nilang sumayaw kaya lang wlang mahanap na partner 4 them na of right height kaya ako lng ang nahanpan at napasayaw..sana nga c CRUSH n lng e...pero meron na!Well anyway, okay lng din nahiwalay ako sa mga vocalists kc at least i have done something okay naman, db?O tapos, while i was practicing with my partner Ching, di sinasadya na magkaline kmi nina CRUSH...omg!Kinausap ako at sabi...ang galing a!OKAY!Ang saya!So...okay fyn i admit it was kind of MABABAW..to think na it was barely 3 seconds and i didnt count in the times when i think i caught him looking at me. Kasi syempre i have no proof at malay ko ba kung BANLAG?!Anyway, it would just stay in my imagination..pero one thing is for sure..KINAUSAP NYA MULI AKO!Ang saya!

Tapos after nun nagMcdo n naman kami for lunch..ay by the way, i forgot to tell you about Kuya Benj pakulo sa pag-ibig at pinadala pa sa amin yun chocolates and flowers nya!Basta long story...to make the story short...marami syang ka-echingan sa LIFE!

So ganun n nga, nugn hapon, pagkauwi ko na2log ako at medyo nabangungot pa ako kasi hindi ako makagising kahit alam kung nananaginip lang ako...basta ganun!Tapos nung mga 3 nagkayayaan na pumunta sa bday party ni joan..at super saya dun grabe!At nandun ung CUTE naming INsan..pero syempre..boundary...KADUGO!E whatever, masaya pa rin this day was kahit walang LOVE LIFE!

Hello?!I dont need a love life..sound defensive ba???Haaayyy..bite me!

Jenny explains it all ;2/14/2004 10:34:00 PM

Friday, February 13, 2004

So Happy Valentine's Day!And of course, i'll always be part of the exclusive club - SSBTD which stands for Single Since Birth 'Til Death!O di ba ang saya?Actually masaya na malungkot na nakakapagod ang araw na ito. Super dami ng pangyayari...di ko na sya ma-take!First things first...kaninang morning...we tried to catch the "girl" about what we have just recently discovered from her bag but she was such a DENIAL QUEEN. She stands by her own words..so bahala sya!Tapos pagakyat namin ng FOURTH FLOOR grabe ang daming pakulo ng 19's at tama ba namang paabutin sa corridor pati sa HAGDAN?So okay lang, they were sweet naman, sweeter pa nga sa mga BOYS, kaya lang what i found wrong was that it was super papansin naman sa outside world ng classroom namin!Sana hindi naman nila masyadong pinagyabang...anyhow i found it cute. Tapos after break nagkaroon ng batch meeting para sa FIELD DEMONSTRATION which would be on Feb. 24 at obliged lahat na sumali kahit yung mga COTILLON at SPEECH CHOIR..o di ba ang saya...super hectic?! Dami talaga kasi yung Speech Choir sa Feb 19 na at yung PROM naman ay sa FEB 27 na! O di ba ang saya. Oops...by the way, nakapagpatahi na nga pala ako nung Wed. at sa Feb 23 ko ifi-fit!

Anyway,back to the story of the day...then it was rest time..ewan ko kung paano nangyari yun. BUt the thing is, nung mga time na yun we had the guts to confront..well not really confron..pero kausapin about the "thing" nga. Guess wat happened? Ang kapal ng mukha sya pa yung nagalit!Duh!Siya na nga dinaramayan at sya pa yung galit!KAinis!Nung una nga ayaw pa nya sabihin yung dahilan..e yun pa naman yung gusto lang namin malaman...as in sabi sya ng sabi ng WALA YUN!As if!Ang tagal and we are already irked at her kasi nga ang taas ng kilay at ang taray sumagot...parang interrogation e no?ANyway, after some minutes nagsalita na sya at himala at naging kalmado sya. Nung sinabi n nya yung reason umalis na rin sila agad kasi nga cotillon...pero di kami naniniwala sa sinabi niya. I doubt that what she told us is true. PEro aside for the fact that seems to be lying, ang nakakainis pa e nung sinabi nya sa amin na hindi lahat pinapakialaman...E DI WALA NA LANG PAKIALAMAN EVER!Ganun pala gusto niya e!

Naku, after that di na nga namin sya pinansin kanina...kasi kanina we had the practice for FIELD DEMO!Sina Gen, Beltz at Tin yung vocalist..at syempre gusto ko rin!Aba!At para saan at i was blessed with this loud voice?!And besides, ayaw ko tlagang SUMAYAW..khit na sina GEn ay ayaw ng mag-vocals at gus2 n lng na sumayaw e baka magpaiwan na lng ako...KAKANTA AKO!Khit back-up lang...ewan ko...basta yata partner partner e ALLERGIC ako!Basta bahala na...come what may na lng talga!Basta ako okay na ako...life is like this kahit magreklamo ako ganito pa rin!

Life is beautiful naman at times...aghhh...BITE ME!

Jenny explains it all ;2/13/2004 07:36:00 PM

Thursday, February 12, 2004

I was riding the bicycle for exercising this afternoon when i was struck by thoughts...grabe everything is happening so fast around me, parang di ko kayang maka-cope. Imagine, in the coming weeks we will be fully loaded with activities (at yugn iba ay si ko pa masasalihan like the Field Demo) - at until the end of February yun! So MArch na agad? More like saying GRADUATION na! Ayoko pa...ang bilis...and so i stopped, pedaling, that is. I cut short of breath, di ko namalayan i was pedaling hard na pala, kasing bilis ng pangyayari sa paligid ko. So i need to stop, think a while and savor every last moment. Mas masarap pala...sayang minadali ko ang last year of high school ko. What more to this is the fact to realize it for the first time is that i am scared. I am not always scared, pero if i do, talagang big deal ang mangyayari. Shocks! I have to close my eyes and imagined myself the other night as i clenched the blanket that wrapped around me when i was in bed thinking of my future. Sobrang wide ng future, as wide as it is so deep. Nakakalulang isipin...am i afraid of heights? As in heights of success and failure? Ito lang naman ang napapansin ko sa sarili ko...i am afraid of taking risks. E kung i wont take risks, nothing good would happen to me. Ang corny ko!

Ang drama ba? Ganyan talaga kapag depressed. Actually kahapon pa ako ganito. First of all corny yung naging FIELD TRIP namin. Parehong pareho ng destination sa Field trip namin nung SECOND YEAR.Una sa Rizal Shrine, tapos sa Botanical Garden sa UPLB tapos sa IRRI. DUH?!Saan kaya napunta yung binabayaran naming miscellaneous fees no?Php 550.00 for nothing?ANyway, may nasagap pa akong balita about someone going to dance someone sa PROM . Ang nakakainis ay hindi yung mga people involved...actually ang sarili ko. Who am i to be jealous no? Duh?!Ang cheap ko naman para magselos...as if talga! E wala...talagang ganyan buhay.

Tapos yun na nga...bukod sa corny yung destination, umuulan pa kaya hindi man lamang kami nakapag-hiking sa BOTANICAL. Ayos no? Wala ganun ganun lng ang nangyari...pero mas exciting pa ang naging journey home nina MAU at BELTZ kasi ninakaw ng ibang mama sa jeep yung DIGI CAM ni DONN tapos pinahabol kay MAu kasi nakababa na yung couple sa jeep tapos tinawagan nga nila si MAu na yun nga nandun daw yata sa jeep yung cam..e nakita nilang hwak ng mga mama..basta hinabol pa nga ni MAU pagbaba ng jeep pero wla e...kasi naman tama ba namang ilagay lng sa bulsa ang DIGI CAM!

isa pa pala sa bad trip sa buhay ko ay ang SPEECH CHOIR na yan...dahil dyan..shattered dreams lahat!Una, kaniang umaga nagkaroon ng batch SEATWORK sa CL tapo lahat ng mga walang ginagawang 4th year e nasa classroom...INCLUDING MY LOVE!So wala na naman ako doon...tapos ang pinakamasakit pa dyan e...HINDI KAMI ISASALI SA FIELD DEMO!Grabe naman...sobrang shttered ang DREAMS ko!Tapos may live band pa at nanguha ng mga VOCALIST..at yung barkada ang napili...WALA NA NAMAN AKO!GRabe sobrang inggit naman ako!I have the VOICE naman di ba? Ewan...baka ako lang nagsasabi nun all the while kaya never akong kinuha sa mga ganaynag singing gig...kahit nga kahapon sa bus...nung sinabayan ko song na TRUE e nagtitinginan yung mga JOSHUA boys..kakahiya nga...kaya tumigil na lang ako e..feeling ko talaga pinagtatawanan nila ako...

Hmmmppphhh...life nga naman...napakasakit...wla na ngang LOVE LIFE wala pang LITTLE PLEASURES..puro SUFFERINGS!OK lng...i could surpass them all naman e! That's me..SUPER STRONG!Aggghhh...bite me!:)

Jenny explains it all ;2/12/2004 08:06:00 PM

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

Field trip tomorrow and i don't know what will be of us since that was the same destination that we had in 2nd year. Galing no? Anyway, as of the moment, i am busy with my CLASS HISTORY while chatting the hours away at MIRC. Hmm, and what is thi Zandra texting me about? She's asking about direction to my house..bkit kaya?Di bale sana kung c *cough* *cough* alam nyo na...pero syempre..hindi na yun maga-ask 4 directions d2 s bhay!Ay naku, whatever!

Jenny explains it all ;2/10/2004 08:29:00 PM

Monday, February 09, 2004

So this is what they call high school..the kind of high school that i have been seen on TV...its now here on my life. Funny though, i have just felt it only when i am about to graduate in 2 months time. I dont think i would want to open this topic...especially not with the whole wide web as witness. But let me just say that young people should be responsible of their acts...especially if this act is bound for your own doom. Things are happening so fast right now and i dont think i should have time to be even surprise cause i know they are bound to happen..i was just not prepared i guess. But it is here and it is their right..it would be unfair of us to stop them or discrimanate them for that matter...but the case here i guess is the responsibility on their own acts. They should have been more careful...

Anyway, let us not ruin my day over such issues. I mean, there is still the whole world waiting FOR ME. Guess what, even at this point i am still unsure of what course to take in college. Yep, i got my acceptance letters from 2 universities and i am just waiting for my UP (i pray to GOD that i pass!) but i am still undecided on which course will take me to my successful future. And here's one more thing...i am doubting over which univ to go to!I feel like RORy from Gilmore GIRLS!Hehehe..so much for TV...but really..i am doubting. ANO BA TALAGA? That's the biggest question so far and i have only 2 months left 'til i anwer that for real. Anyway, i have a busy week/month ahead of me. There is the speech choir, the field demo, field trip which would be on WEDNESDAY already, my final promenade and CAT graduation. HAay naku life...buti sana kung may love life!JOKE!ABA naman!Demanding ko rin no???!! :)

Jenny explains it all ;2/09/2004 07:26:00 PM

Sunday, February 08, 2004

The truth is i get so excited over my blog that i forgot to be more specific on things. Like yesterday, the debut that we attended was SHIELA'S..our childhood friend. Grabe, how time flies and look how grown she had become, pero she's still the same. Kahit na she went to an exclusive school during her high school, nakakatuwa pa rin sya, as in childish - mahilig mag-imbento ng games. I still remember back when i was still in kindergarten and grade school, we would always play either at our house or theirs, natapos we'll be up utnil the wee hours in the morning. As in madaling araw! Our parents are the one to blame..sobrang walang katapusan ang chikahan kaya kaming mga kids one to sawa ang laro. Parang slumber party yun nga lang walang nagii-slumber. Saya no? KAya lang that ceased na when we grew older...malamang! At naiba na nga rn kc yung group of friends that we have kasi she moved to transferred to Assumption..kmi ng ate ko naiwn sa Jame. But take note ha, none of us are of the same age. As in gitna sya namin ng ate ko. My sister would always be the oldest, then Shiela and then me..para bang train yung ages namin.
Well, those were the days. Ngayon ako n lng ang hinihintay ng DLSU..both of them kc (as in my sister and Shiela) are in DLSU na...buti n lng I'm also going there! True blue ARCHER talaga kami..w8 lng...blue?did i just say blue! Well, it rhymes with TRUE...so be it!

Jenny explains it all ;2/08/2004 09:21:00 PM

Aztig ng background sound no?!La lang...proud to say that i made all these myself!Ha! Anyway, if ever you liked the song it's "She will be Loved" by MAroon 5!

Jenny explains it all ;2/08/2004 08:27:00 AM

Saturday, February 07, 2004

Well, it was CAT Saturday once again and what a headache it brings. It even gave me nightmare this afternoon when I took my siesta. Grabe! Even in dreams it haunts me! Anyhow, I thought I was to be promoted along with other sergeants today, but didn’t happen. Because of that pesky presentation thing in Field Demo, the nerve, I wasn’t even chosen. Well, actually I was chosen, third place, if it wasn’t for that COCC’s who kept on pushing us to the edge of the line. Due to that, I was cut off! Hay naku, anyhow it still aint right na na-promote that somebody out there. He’s such! Grabe! Ay, have I told you that yesterday we’ve finally got the guts to explore Libris Books? Well, I can call it an “ALMOST BOOK HAVEN”. Take note of the ALMOSt because the first time we entered the threshold we taught it was really something. Well it is something but there not a lot of novels which I would really dig my nails into. Still, I came home with a baggy plastic bag containing a hardbound book of H.G. Wells’ four novels – for only Php 200! Beat that!
Anyway, I have to run because I have to prepare myself for we have a debut to attend and YEO’s brother is gonna be there! I am hoping that he would be as cute as JOSeph Yeo!

Jenny explains it all ;2/07/2004 04:49:00 PM

Friday, February 06, 2004

Just want to share with you that I am finally satisfied with my test scores after 9 months of studying this school year. Anyhow, I would just want to tell you that finally our school has been given recognition (finally after two years...which dates back when my sister won the spelling bee). Charina won the oration and it was Angelica who wrote the piece. I am proud for both of them, though I don’t think Gen didn’t receive enough recognition which she truly deserves. I actually can’t explain what I mean since I know that they both had the same share of labor over that contest, but Charina got the charming plaque and my friend who poured her heart over the essay received mere praises. Whatever!
Oh yeah, by the way, I am part of the speech choir that would be competiting against other schools in the BAPPSA and to tell the truth...i don’t think we have a chance on winning it...so much for the PESSIMISTIC! So you think I am kidding myself by joining the LOSER team and tire myself out when I know that we don’t stand a chance? Hell no! I came here for a reason, and that is to meet new friends, try something new and for the experience. Well, I’m so tired of going with the flow, doing things that my friends do when deep inside I know my passion is calling me – and that is to act. And who is there to stop me anyway? Every time I was kept from doing things it is ONLY ME who is to blame. Anyway, this is my life, so I am the one controlling it...and that is one big mistake that I have discovered just recently. I mean, I know I have all these sorts of talents waiting to be used and I just let other people boss me around so they get wasted. This time I won’t let it happen, even for once, and even if I know that this is for the lose, I will still JOIN THEM! That’s final...ahhhh BITE ME!

Jenny explains it all ;2/06/2004 10:24:00 PM

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

A lot of things had happened during the past week and i really have to update!First was the USTET results for which i am glad to sya that i have passed all the courses i chose. Then there was the mastery test which lasted only for THREE days!Imagine that!Then finally there was Tanay!Grabe!What an experience...may tawanan, may kalungkutan, may iyakan!LAhat nandun...pati kakiligaN!Dahil lahat ng prospects nakausap ko at khit hindi may naka-close!O di ba ang saya!Si Ryann, close ko na sya grabe!Pati c JEFFREY grabe nakipag-agawan p ng GUIDOn sa akin kanina!Todo na...i have to run pa!Got to go!Update you na lng next time!

Jenny explains it all ;2/03/2004 08:04:00 PM