Monday, March 29, 2004
Grabe grad namin kanina!Haaayyy...kaka-sad naman! Okay world..COLLEGE here i come! But i have no time for a sob story so sige na! Next time na lang!

Jenny explains it all ;3/29/2004 07:33:00 PM

Sunday, March 28, 2004
Kahapon we still have to go to school to get our toga and cap. Todo na ito...graduate na tlga!Feel ko na kasi for the 3rd time in my lifetime makakasuot na naman me ng toga! Grabe..naiiyak na ako!Parang i dont want to leave high school yet!

So here's the rundown of the happenings kahapon: Nung mornign angpunta na rin ako sa school kasi Recognition nina Josh. Talk about unorganized program! Lahat na yata ng kaguluhan nangyari kahapon..nakakahiya sa mga parents!Anyway, marami naman akong nakitang mga old friends tulad nina Ate Chris Abanes, c Marianne at mga lower years na for sure last time ko ng makikita. Tapos, umuwi na rin kmi agad kasi ang gulo-gulo nga at ung mom ko nga ay nagbo-bowling. Then i got my siesta and then i ate my lunch tapos bumalik na rin ako sa school. Grabe, naglakad ako under the scourging heat of th sun. Then while i was waiting for a trike ride, naabutan ko si Darriel...sayang nga wala sa Crush...kainis!Tapos sabay na kami pero hanggang Mcdo lang kasi me kasi nga nandun yung FRAT naghihintay. Then we finished getting our toga at buti na lng wala ng practice..kasi nga Grad naman ng kinder..kaya nandun si Aji!Hehe...lahat nga pinakilala ko sa kanya uli!NAku napahina ng memory sa peepz! Pati si Jason kinalimutan to think clasm8 namin un nung gr. 6!Hahaha..kakatuwa nga e!Then me, gen and beltz went to ruins..wla lng!Tapos paguwi ng mom ko khapon binilhan na nila me ng 3660!Wahoooo!!!:)

Jenny explains it all ;3/28/2004 10:34:00 AM

Friday, March 26, 2004
How sad this day was! Actually it ended that way..kasi nga farewell na. Pero, at first nawala na ung momentum of being sad because we still have to go to school tomorrow to get our toga and invitations and final practice. Then later this afternoon we took our last bites at BK as high school students...nung mag-uuwian na..dun na nag-start ang waterworks!Malandi na sa malandi..but we couldnt help it...SHOCKS!Imagine aalis na kmi...at ka-table pa namin si KAtherine!Sinong hindi mapapaisip sa napagdaanan namin? I really missed her, maybe she doesn't realizes it but she was really close to me to me, kaya i felt abandoned when she left the group at para bang hindi sya nagsisi na nagkahiwalay kami..ho-hum!Well, i accepted her for what she WAs..kung sino man ung Kat na hinarap nya sa amin...malay ko bang hindi pala sya talga un!But aside from her..i will miss everybody...syempre ung FRAT!Marami akong mami-miss pero ill get to that later on. Kahit miserable ang school na yan..my life wasn't miserable because i was surrounded by beautiful and loving people na always there to love me. I feel blessed though sometimes may insecurities like right now.

Hehe...right now?I am actually feeling unnoticed...para bang feeling ko i was weighed less than i am supposed to be than a person. Parang some people take me just as a so-so..parang wala lng ang tingin nila..when i know that i can do more things that they knew or they just overlook everything i do kaya i am left unrecognized. Hay..hirap talaga ng life. Ironic isn't it? They said i am hard to miss coz i am so big..but then i am always overlooked and left unnoticed!Sana lng may mga maka-appreciate ng mga things i do..kahit sa mga friends ko lng.

Wait a minute! Am i kulang sa pansin?!Hindi naman siguro...not that way. Basta sana lang may kahit onting appreciation..khit wala ng kapalit..basta lang ma-recognize. Parang si Adeline sa "Chinese Cinderella"..sobrang effort pero hindi pa rin sya pinapancn ng 'rents nya.

Oh well! Life..it is here! Better yet...the truth is just out there!

Jenny explains it all ;3/26/2004 10:55:00 PM

Thursday, March 25, 2004
Sa wakas i've found a skin and it worked!Kaya lng medyo masyadong girlie yata..shocks...tapos ung sounds ko INCUBUS...di naman yata bagay dyan sa nagba-ballet dyan!

Anyway, this day was a sad day. Ewan ko, naumpisahan na rin kasi ng pagbabasa ko ng "Chinese Cinderella"..super tearjerker! Can't help but cry in front of my classmates while we were sitted at the lobby waiting for the Grad practice. Grabe, they all laughed at me and they couldn't imagine na mababaw ang luha ko sa mga reading materials! E hello! El Fili nga iniyakan ko pati Da Vinci Code e! Gwabe no? Pero ganun tlga me pag nagbabasa..i really feel being on it. Kaya ayun, the whole day i felt so sad. Para bang a part of me was taken..actually it would be. My friends..hay..iiwan ko na rin ang school na yan at bukas na ang last day. Napaiyak talga ako kanina..grabe!Never imagined that this would happen all too fast. If only i could go back to the beginning when life was just as easy as 1-2-3!Pero syempre, these have got to happen..GOD's plan e!

Sinabi na nga pala ang honors at second honorable ako..naku okay na un!Expected ko naman actually na 2nd honorable me...at may special award naman ako as Declaimer of the Year at loyalty award! O da ba?!

Tapos kaninang after school i accompanied Beltz sa Ruins kasi she was looking for some summer outfits! Hehe..ang init nga grabe..as in everywhere hindi lang sa Ruins. Pero todo blazing hot naman dun kasi hapon kmi nagpunta..pero in fairness masarap ang sisig at carbonara. Nandun nga rin yugn tropa nina Kat at lumamon din!

Uso na naman nga ung pagpapa-sign ng dedications...well naiiyak lng na naman kong naiisip na...farewell letters na namin un sa isa't isa! Shocks!I will miss everybody! Ayoko na!

Jenny explains it all ;3/25/2004 11:15:00 PM

Wednesday, March 24, 2004
Promise tlaga i'm getting crazy over this blog! Kasi naman, i'm a genuine idiot sa web designing no...i just don't know what i am doing right now. Guess its bcoz its fun...need i say more?

Anyway, this day was such a tiring one. Grabe, aside from the fact that it is sweltering hot, we were going up and down, to and fro the teachers just to get them sign our clearance forms. Hay, how i envy those other students na nasa beach na having fun under the sun. Sana ako rin!

Oo nga pala, i am also busy collecting dedications and pictures from my friends!Grabe, everywhere i look there is a pen and paper asking me to sign them. Feeling artista! DUH?!Pero ayos lng...guess i learned from my mistake nung grade 6 when i really regretted not having my friends sign on my organizer. Ngayon hindi na...i hope! Wahahaha..grabe...COLLEGE na kami!

Jenny explains it all ;3/24/2004 09:57:00 PM

Friday, March 19, 2004
Grabe last CAT formation na knina at gagraduate na rin kmi sa Monday!Masaya dn kc pumasok c CRUSH kaya lng MU naman pala cla ni left eye. So ganun, i'll be left out of place na naman..as always..kahit na mrami n akong nkitang car na may plate nos. na 3 pare-preho kahapon at nagwish na ako ng sandamakmak e ganun tlga! Well, love hurts and it always doeas for me. Pero alam mo b c 3rd eye galit yata kina Tin kc nga pinagkalat nga daw ung kanyang "accident"!Wahaha...kc naman no biggie naman pinalalaki!Sya na rin naman nagpapahiya sa srili...pero MOMD ko pa rin un...sana nga lng ka-text ko rin sya e no?!Pero so what?!actually napakacorny ng life...pero sympre kinakabahan din ako para sa grades ko..bka kung napano na un?!My gosh!OO nga pala...have i told u about our grad song na composition ni Kat last year pa na supposedly e barkada song nila pero ginawa na lng GRAD song namin!Astig nga e...pioneer na naman kmi ng mga KABALBALAn ng school!Hehehe..at least sikat..tingan nga natin kung may ibang makapag-compose ng ganung ka professional na song!Wla na no!? I doubt napakahihina na ng mga susunod na batch e!

Jenny explains it all ;3/19/2004 08:54:00 PM

Thursday, March 18, 2004
Aba aba aba!Graduation na sa Monday ng CAT!Yahoooooooo!!!Nakakatuwa naman..matatapos na rin ang aking calvary sa pagtayo ng walang kagalawan!Anyway, i just got home together with my mom kasi we shopped for her clothes para sa aking graduation at kay Joshua na Recognition!O di ba?For once, nagkaron n rin ang mom ko ng matinong damit and thanks to me!Kanina, well masaya na rin kasi pumasok na rin si CRUSH at nagpa-haircut sya!Wahooo!Di na sya pasaway..pero may bad news din. Turned out na yung pinakabagon kong crush e crush din ng 2 bonsai!Hay naku, and i think in this race i'll end up being the last kasi wala akong kapaga-pagasa dun no!E kasi yung dalawa ka-text na nila, e ako?!Sos asa!Once ko p nga lang nakausap un, at sa trike lang pauwi!Naku naman!Corny..pero at least sa kanilng MOMD naka-score na ako dun!E pero, as if naman MOMD ko rin un!MOMD stands for Man Of My Dreams...yun yon!Pero MOMD ko si 3rd eye. Bakit 3rd eye?Kasi sbi nina bonsai tig-1/3 kami ni bagong crush...si gen ung right eye, si beltz yung left eye....AKO YUNG THRID EYE!Shocks naman!Para naman akong maligno nun!Anyway, kawawa nga sya sa amin kanina kasi nadulas sa tapat ng classroom at medyo kahiya-hiya tlaga...NAPAGTAWANAN namin!Grabe...sobrang big deal sa knya...pero i must admit nakakahiya nga tlga ksi!Pero tlgang nagkagulo sila sa lobby kasi nandun kmi sa may tapat ng gym at nung nakita namin sya napatawa kmi!Feel nya tlgang pinagtatawanan namin sya!Well, di ko nga nakita yung accident nya. Pero si CRUSH papansin tlga sya ever ha?!Nawawala n nga s knya ksi epal wla namang binatbat. Oh well, makakakita pa naman ako ng mas marami nyan sa COLLEGE!Well, Yeo watch out!Baka mahulog ka sa bitag ko!JOKEEEE!

Oo nga pala, before i end this, napanood ko nga pla ung performance ni Jasmine Trias sa American Idol..well the judges thought she was great, even SIMON!Pero sa totoo lng PLAKDA as in the performance was a BIG BLAH in Filipino standards. Corny, hindi nya pa nga abot ung matataas na notes. Pero gandang ganda na sila dun...if they only knew na mas magagaling kahit ung mga runner-up sa mga Filipino singing contests. Sos!Walng binatbat yang mga yan kina Sarah and Sheryn...o di ba?!Wow naman!How loyal ko naman! Amen!

Jenny explains it all ;3/18/2004 09:23:00 PM

Monday, March 15, 2004
Grabe last two weeks but i still got home late. Well, because of that so delayed graduation picture. Kainis! They were so unorganized that is why we have to wait until like 5:30pm for everyone to have their picture taken and so that we can proceed with the practice of the play for our CL class that would be shown tomorrow. In short, hectic pa rin. But i dont know what will happen to us after these, i mean two weeks without nothing to do?!What the hell is that?!Anyway, i am also fumed about that Baccalaureate Mass, coz it turned out i will do nothing but offer. Not that i don't want to offer anything, actually i am glad but it looks as though i am just nothing in the whole graduation coz i was placed with the others who are just "so-so"...you know what i mean. The people who have honors were put on the best jobs they could do while me..i am just an offerer and they are speakers or lectors or something. SOS!Mas matatalino naman ako sa kanila 'no kung tutuusin...ok fine mayabang na kung mayabang but that is the truth.Mas magaling nga akong magsalita sa kanila at ako all around..sila hanggang academics lang no! Whew! That was great..nalabas ko na rin ang hinanaing ko!Pero hindi nga sometimes wla n ngang mga common sense yung mga yun. Simpleng bagay di pa maisip! Hay naku, magkaalaman n lng sa college!

Jenny explains it all ;3/15/2004 09:45:00 PM

Sunday, March 14, 2004
Well...so here begins my college calvary. Kagabi nga di ako makatulog, i kept on thinking last night about the events of yesterday. Actually, nakakadegrade...they kept on thinking that i wouldn't survive college at all!But the worst part of it is that...i also think so!Hay naku buhay!Biruin mo gagraduate n nga lng ako ganito pa feeling...same old feeling when i graduated grade school. Pero this is the worst kasi tlagang big world na papasukin ko!OMG!Di ko na 'to take!I really have to work on this problem of mine or else...ay naku ayoko na ngang isipin pa!Anyway,kahapon we went to Malabon kasi may project ate ko about plastic companies...syempre who else pa ba e di sina tita pol!After nun, nagpunta kaming Makati to find Mama sana clothes for my graduation and Josh's recognition...ay naku kya lang napakakulit!Lahat yata ng ituro namin ayaw...kaya it ended up with nothing!Whahaha!Pero ako naman may pinuntahan naman!At may bago na akong collection...bangles!O di ba?Para cute...and i dont care kung ang uso ngayon ay beads at hindi bangles!Parang hindi naman ako nakiki-go with the flow no?!I want what i want not what they want!OTEI?Otei!

Jenny explains it all ;3/14/2004 09:49:00 AM

Friday, March 12, 2004
GRABE COLLEGE NA AKO!!!!Last day of tests kanina..as in FINALS..bale ba un na ung final test ko in high school....the next time na magtetest ako e sa DE LA SALLE UNIV na!OMIGOSH!Nakaka-excite na nakakatakot din. Kc I know na i didn't do well sa tests this week...nakaka-frustrate!Ewan ko ba..cguro kc dala na rin ng thingking na khit anong galing ang gawin ko e hanggang honorable pa rin ako sa graduation khit na 1st honor p ako sa last tri. Hay naku, dapat kasi e...a basta!I did what i can do...and i pray that it would be good. Anyway, there's no turning back now. College is for real..shocks!Can i do this?!Parang di ko yata kaya un a!Pero ano pa nga ba?I don't have any choice, do i?So i just have to face this and pray that it would turn out to be good!Todo na...waaaaahhhhhh!Bat ba ang seryoso ng mga usapan?CORNY Ko!Anyway, i have some reading to do...as in pocket book!Wuhuuu nakabili n ako ng "DA VINCI CODE" at tama si Gen..para lng din syang "Angels and Demons"..ang saya no?!Parang di na nakicp c Dan Brwon ng plot ng story..pero anyhow masaya sya!

Pero sandali knina may nag-trip sa akin...tama ba namang pinaabot yung TICKLER ko sa CRUSH ko??!Kainis...cno kya yung gumawa nun sa akin...?!Kainis...wla na alam na nya!GRRRRR!!!!

Jenny explains it all ;3/12/2004 08:58:00 PM

Tuesday, March 02, 2004
GRabe!Would you believe na walang classes kami yesterday? Nationwide strike kasi ang mga transpo groups pero depende rin sa school kung magsususpend sila or what pero himala JAME nag-suspend...to think na yung mga TARITS nga e may pasok!Saya nga e...gulat n lng kmi ayaw na kming papasukin nung mga guards sa gate..yun pala WLA NANG PASOK!O di ba wagi...pero gumawa naman kmi ng project sa A. Design kina Benj. Umuwi nga muna ako nung umaga tapos bumalik na lng ako dun..grabe wlang masakyan!PEro masaya naman!Pero tama ba namang hindi dalin ngayon ung nagawa na namin kahapon? Kaasar nga e!Hindi tuloy namin natapos!A basta...C CRUSH!

Jenny explains it all ;3/02/2004 07:59:00 PM

GRabe!Would you believe that classes were suspended yesterday?Galing no?!Kasi may nationwide strike yung mga transpo group pero may classes naman lahat depende na nga lang sa school..at aba biglng nag-suspend ang JAME!Himala tlga...kya nga pagpasok namin sa school lahat nagulat biglang ayaw kami papasukin ng mga guard!Ang saya talaga...pero ang nangyari gumawa n lng kami ng project sa A. Design...yung bahay...corny nga e. Tama ba namang hindi dalin ngyon? Hindi tuloy namin natapos!Pero okay lang...sumasaya na tlga ang SENIOR LIFE ko in fairness...sana maging masaya pa siya ever!Wla lng!:)

Jenny explains it all ;3/02/2004 07:54:00 PM

THE ME*

Now Playing: HAnds Down by Dashboard Confessional...neat...one of their bests!

About Me

::Jennifer May::
::Melgarejo y Tagle::
::May 16, 1987::
::Taurus::
::SOPHIE::
::Sucat, Paranaque::
::De La Salle University - Manila::
::Finance student::
::fearless::
::ELEVEN personalities::
::swimmer::
::singer::
::actress::
::declaimer::
::web designer::
::poet::
::composer::
::writer::
::listener::
::joker::
::Smart subscriber::
::child at heart::
::plays badminton::
::currently orgless::
::reader of books::
::Comic collector (Hellboy,HellSpawn, SPiderman..)::
::Oryx and Crake::
::Warning-Incubus::
::Maroon 5::
::nature lover::
::girl next door::

Blog Historyfe s*

So how this blog came into being?Actually i was looking for a speech choir piece through yahoo when i came over this blog entry by a Filipina student from an exclusive school in Pasig. She did a really good job in her blog so i thought of creating one for myself..as in that same evening!I almost forgot to sleep when i realized that its already past half 12 and i still have class the next day.I made a blog out of scratch since i didn't know anything about HTML..i made myself learn it on my own. So making this blog taught me a lot...lesson in life like you can do anything you put your mind into.It's all so true..all you have to do is beleive that you can do it and surely you can!Imagine..nobody knows about this blog ever existing..maybe just a handful..so SSSHHHHHH!!!

Some Wishes

become a hero.
be happy.
be smart.
to last a lifetime.
be satisfied.

Snaps!hli st*

My new class!...C35BSA of DLSU!Here with us in this pic is Sir Japs...our fave INTROSO prof!

Here we are at our genpsyc class with our prof...last day od the first term!

Me chillin out with some of my girls before our Accounting class...

Hanging out while waiting for the bus during out 3rd yr field trip!

Grabe..i'll also miss the FRAT!This is my barkada during our mall trip in 3rd yr!

Isa pa ito!4TH yr field trip sa Laguna...haha..though the desti was corny..we sure did enjoyed the class' company!Too bad..there's no more like this in college!

IS this like a shampoo ad or what?Haha!Huli kami...this is what we do when teachers are not around...as they are always!

Id surely miss a lot of things in high school like this crazy school pics..and my classmates!Awww...

Me and my couzins hanging out by the tree to hide from the scourging suN!

4th yr retreat!

United Nations Day..grabe what a mountain high trash we've made..no stir!'ll miss those days..

.This is our cuz Herson with my sis..by the way..he's 0.5

Pieces of my MIND!

So here is a small gallery of people..not really about my life..coz dont have scanner yet.Oh well, this would do!

This is my ultimate crush right here. He is none other than Edison CHen...& well he's sooooo CUTE..hu cannot adore him,ayt?

This one here is BoA..as in spelled with the capital A.Just like her for her versatility..and hey i can understand some of her songs coz she can sing in Korean, Japanese, CHinese & English.You could see her in ARIRANG if u want to.

This is Gregory Smith my husband..ehemmm!Remember him from Small Soldiers and Everwood..aha?!Now he's starring in A Wrinkle in Time...my FAVE book...you can watch it this summer all over HALLMARK!